Hello dear readers

not... that you exist.... XD

I just wanted to say that I'm going to start working out and getting fit, rather than just trying to get thin. I think that's the solution I was missing. I needed to put it into words so I couldn't cop out.

Me-


Me and her ♥
A PokemannnSNNZZZ

Just go to my DAMN DEVIANTART GALLERY.

The like confession

I think I'm falling for you and
I like it when you hold my hand
I like it when you walk with me
even when I scrape my knee
and trip and fall
and get us lost
I like to walk with you
there's lots of things I'd like to do
Like say I love you on the phone
wear your hoody
walk you home
Yell at you about your past
hang up on you and call you back
I'd like to be the one with you
I'd like it if you'd like that too

♥HH

I hate...

...when my friends fight. :'< They were fighting over... something unimportant. Oddly when Selah, Sara and Rachel were over, it was SELAH and RACHEL who ended up having drama. (out of my friends, Sara and Rachel couldn't even be in the same room together for a long time)

I would post art but I'm on the wrong computer. Lately I've been getting into http://www.art-cards.org/ anyways, so I don't have much digital art at the moment. @A@

Almost valentines day!

My friends all hate Valentine's day, but I like it. I see it as an opportunity to be soppy over people. -u- Anyways, I'm doing something pretty neat for Rachel tomorrow that I'll tell you about then.

For now.... more lyric pages.


And OMG art??

>|

I need to try harder to get a job, but the job market is such shit right now. Even my own reasons aren't enough to convince me to throw my effort into something I feel sure won't work anyways. And I keep fighting with my parents over it, which is something I never do. Sometimes I want to just start walking and never stop.

some stuff for something. 8D

Happy Birthday Blue~!

My stupid brit friend is having a birthday. He managed to live for 18 whole years, and will probably live for many years after that, just so he can have an excuse to gripe. His excuse, of course, is that he's old. Old people are apparently allowed to behave however they want.

I have no art to show you because I lost my tablet pen. >| It troubles me.

The other thing that troubles me is people in happy relationships/having happy relationships to look forward to. To quote Rachel, ♥hope.

city on fire

urghk, I feel like blargh today. I'm so eloquent. But yah, I like.... relapsed with the issues I was having awhile back, where I was just depressed all the time. Letting stuff get me down when I have it relatively well off, and things could get so much worse but they're NOT right now. Expecting the impossible and all that.

So I thought I should remind myself that this weekend was AWESOME. I went to Stockton and visited my nieces and nephews, and my and Kelly an Nikki went to see Sweeney Todd in theaters. We were like the only ones in the theater so we talked through the whole thing, but still enjoyed it. Best movie I've ever seen.

It's men devouring men, my dear,
and who are we to deny it in here?
-Little Priest on the Sweeney Todd soundtrack

Anyways, it was one of the best weekends I'd ever had... but I'm worried I won't be able to be that happy again for a long time, or even ever. See, I'm way negative today. I need to chill. x_x